tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91049931286727892072011-04-22T07:26:58.385+08:00Samuel Lim Yi Jiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07837334568815744842noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9104993128672789207.post-33397358745760019512009-03-23T11:51:00.001+08:002009-03-23T11:53:24.658+08:00This is weird...<br />I'm kinda unsure about my gender preference...<br />Hope this feeling would go away...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9104993128672789207-3339735874576001951?l=1twos.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Samuel Lim Yi Jiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07837334568815744842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9104993128672789207.post-31957718823600142872009-03-05T17:42:00.000+08:002009-03-05T18:18:20.323+08:00Guess this blog would be a great start for me. At least now, I have something to relieve my emotional burden. I ever read an article regarding stress relieve or management, it mentioned that keeping a diary or blog is a good way to distress especially when there’s no one to talk to. It also mentioned that blogging might be a less effective way to distress as blogger might end up writing for the audience, which might end up as another source of stress. Therefore, I decided not to publicize this blog. I don’t know why, but this sounds like a good idea.<br /><br />It’s the 2nd week of my semester break. I’m spending most of this week on my Nintendo DS. I guess it’s a good thing because I get to divert my attention to somewhere else. I should have carry on doing so.<br /><br />I didn’t know why, but I didn’t have the mood to play my NDS today. It’s not because I’m bored with it already, perhaps not everything has its explanation.<br /><br />Maybe because of that, I got the time to think about my life. I felt that I’m somehow, forgotten by my friends. I couldn’t help thinking that way; I even try convincing myself that it’s not true. The negative feeling is too strong, I guess.<br /><br />I began to realize how practical this world is. When someone needs your help, they would make me feel that they cherish our friendship. This feeling fades as my I’m no longer needed. Of course, whatever I’m saying is just my point of view. Perhaps things are not liked what I had imagined. Maybe I just need some friend to show my how much they cherish me, but in the environment I’m in, no one would really do that as showing ones emotional side could be considered as a weakness.<br /><br />If only I knew what they're thinking…<br /><br />"I'm just a kid" by Simple Plan, it kinda how I felt.<br /><br /><div style="width:300px;"><object width="300" height="110"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/q49TA5hU9R/aus=false/"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/q49TA5hU9R/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed></object></div><br /><br />I woke up it was 7<br />I waited til 11<br />Just to figure out that no one would call<br />I think I've got alot of friends<br />But I don't hear from them<br />What's another night all alone<br />When you're spending every day on your own<br />And here it goes<br /><br />I'm just a kid<br />And life is a nightmare<br />I'm just a kid<br />I know that it's not fair<br />Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me<br /><br />And maybe when the night is dead<br />I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again<br />I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time<br />Everyone's got somewhere to go & they're gonna leave me here on my own<br />And here it goes<br /><br />I'm just a kid<br />And life is a nightmare<br />I'm just a kid<br />I know that it's not fair<br />Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me<br /><br />What the fuck is wrong with me<br />Don't fit in with anybody<br />How did this happen to me?<br />Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep<br />And every night is the worst night ever<br /><br />I'm just a kid<br />I'm just a kid<br />I'm just a kid<br />I'm just a kid<br />I'm just a kid<br /><br />I'm just a kid<br />And life is a nightmare<br />I'm just a kid<br />I know that it's not fair<br />Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is<br />Nobody wants to be alone in the world<br /><br />I'm just a kid<br />And life is a nightmare<br />I'm just a kid<br />I know that it's not fair<br />Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is<br />Nobody wants to be alone in the world<br />Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight<br />I'm all alone tonight<br />Nobody cares tonight<br />Cuz I'm just a kid tonight<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9104993128672789207-3195771882360014287?l=1twos.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Samuel Lim Yi Jiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07837334568815744842noreply@blogger.com0